I have found myself in a new situation I've never been in before. We just received what should be exciting news from Jame's best friend, but instead of my normal elated reaction, a foreign one came to me. Madness. Anger. Sadness. And then guilt. I should be happy for them. Why can't I just be happy for them? They're good people. They deserve all the blessings they can get. But I do also, right? So why can't I get them as well?
This is all new to me, and am learning along the way how to process it all. I know Heavenly Father loves me and has great many things in store, I'm just having a hard time with the patience aspect of it all. In the mean time, I'm gonna go make some brownies and play with Doccers. He's good for my soul.
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You are not forgotten.
XO
http://lds.org/general-conference/2011/10/you-matter-to-him?lang=eng
I love you girl and you do have wonderful things in store for you! You just never know what path the Lord is going to take you down. But his path will always lead to happiness!
It is hard and it is ok to be sad. I walk with a girl that has been trying for almost a year now. She says the number one thing she has learned is that its the Lord's timing and not her own. Wise words for this and so many other things in life.
I know it is so hard to remember God's plan. My College service just talked about the prayers we pray and how God connects the dots but we may not know the answer till 10 years later. Just thought i'd share that little encouragement :) hang in there!
:))
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